Long time no write

It’s been a while! She is sooo big! She made 3 months on this past Monday. Who know you could love someone so much! She is such a happy baby. I can’t imagine life without my little angel!As far as me and Taji, things are going ok but they could be better. I don't understand him, because he never tells me how he feels about me. And last time I asked him while I was pregnant he told me he cared about me a lot and he really couldn't explain it. So 3 weeks ago I asked him if he loved me and a paused of a second and said, yes. Then he said that I knew that he loved me. I told him how could I know if he has never told me or side it, especially when just a few month ago he told me that he only cared a but me. Taji is a good man and he's caring and a good father... But we bump head when it comes to the whole Muslim vs. Christian's thing. I don't know. I didn't say "I love you too" I didn't know what to say.

our little girl!! 

Look what God blessed us With!

Will we had a little girl!!! She was 7 lbs. 8 oz. And 19 in. Long! My labor was 13 hours long, but it went by fast. Right after I had the baby I talked to my little sister Anna and she asked me "did having a baby hurt?" I wanted to tell her HELL YEAH!!, but I told her "yes it hurts a lot!" I have 2 other co workers that are having babies and they ask me what was the pain like? I really can’t explain it. I didn't have any drugs (not by choice, it because they waited too late to give me some drugs.) We named her Sanaa (like the actress).

Da Baby shower 

Its all most time!!

It’s all most time for the baby to get here! Everyone keeps asking me if I'm scared, but I'm not. I know labor is hard and I know it going to HURT! I don't take pain very well. If I get a paper cut I want to cry. Anyway, things seem to be going well. I didn't really get the stuff I need at the baby shower. Everyone's excuse was" we don't know if it’s a boy or a girl, so we didn't know what to get" or " Once we know what it is then will buy more stuff." Then Taji's sister calls me while I'm at Ontario mills the other day and asked what I was doing. I told her me and my sister and her husband were shopping for the baby. And then she asks me why?! I told her I didn't get the stuff I need at the shower (which she knew because she was there.) Then she asked me "what do you need that you didn't get at the baby shower?” I told her, I did get a diaper pal, cloth diapers, baby monitor, receiving blankets, etc.....I know her child is 10 years old but come on!!! Plus there is a lot of stuff that you can buy without knowing the sex of the baby!!! I'm grateful for the stuff that I did get at the shower.Taji said we need to have another baby shower, because we need a lot more stuff.I'm ready to have the baby. It’s any day now!!!

Sunday Ticket!

Today we are having a family get together at our house. Taji made some really good BBQ hot wings! We have direct TV Sunday ticket so he can see all 20 games at one time. My nephews are at the house. They are going to go swimming when Taji’s nephew gets over there. And as for me I'm suck at work. But the good thing about me being at work is that I'm still at home at the same time, because I work at the apartment complex I live at! So if I need to go home I just jump in that golf cart and drive to my house. LOL!

What A week!!!

Wow!! What a week I have been so busy at work Because My co worker Shellsea quit so she could focus on school full time. I miss her. We used to have so much fun at work on the weekends. Now I'm the only leasing person here. :o( But anyway on Tue. Morning around 4:30am I had a contraction (well I think I did) and then I had another on Thur. When I was in the shower and then Fri. Night when I was take down Taji's hair around 10pm I had another one. I have a lot of work to do here at work. So I must go for now. XOXOX

Working

Well just chilling at work. Only one tour today so far. Yesterday I had to leave a little early, because my back was killing me. I was in tears, and last night I had really bad cramps in my legs! I feel like I have been running in a marathon race or something. Be pregnant is a little bit harder than most people make it out to be. Yeah it wonderful to have a living thing growing in side you but at the same time it’s no cute when it's 2am in the morning and you can't sleep because it feels like the baby is going to kick a hole on the side of your stomach. I can't wait till the baby gets here. If it a girl her name will be Sanaa and if it a boy his name will be David.

me 

loooong Day

Today is going by so slow!!! I wish I was off on Saturdays. Everyone I know is off on Saturdays. Taji, Tanisha & Tommy, Jay, Tiffany......... The list goes on and on. Its 4:37pm I don't get off till 6pm and I have only toured 2 people. Everyone wants to move in next month or in the next couple of months. No one wants to move in now:0(

My days off

My days off were good, even thought my sister and brother -n- law went out of town at the last min. If I wouldn't have seen them at Wal-mart they would have said anything about going to Vegas! (LOL) but it’s cool they need a break. On Friday Taji took me out on a date. We went to claim jumper and to the movies. Something we haven't done in a while. Claim jumper has the best salad bar!!!! And there stake chili IS THE BOOM!!!! We had a really good time last night, but we went to Wal-mart last night and Taji saw that Madden 2006 went on sale. From $50 to $39. So he had to buy it! When we got home it was a wrap. I think he stayed up till 1am playing it, and I know if I went home right now, I bet he's playing it right now (LOL)!

Lets Play Ball

My family and I went to the LA Dodger game last night. I don't think I will be going back. You can only enter thru the gate your ticket says. You have to walk a mile up hill in order to get from car to the stadium, in order to go to the other levels you have to show your ticket every time! The hot dogs weren't that good, and the crowed wasn't excited. I much rather go to the Angel games. I like that Dodger as a Team, but there stadium suck to me. At the Angel games they give out free stuff and have more kid and family stuff!

just me 

I'm 21 years old. And I'm 7 months pregnant. For 21 I think that I'm doing pretty well for myself. I work as leasing consultant in Riverside, Ca. Which I love doing. I didn't plan this pregnancy but I am happy and I can't wait till the birth of my baby. Being a 1st time mommy is crazy on your body. Before I was pregnant I weighed 98lb and I was a size 0. Right now my weight is 125lb. I just went in to the bath room here at work and saw that I had stretch marks on my belly! I used to pray that I would not get these marks. We don't have a long mirror at home so I really can't see how my body changes on day to day bases. I cried when I saw them! (I cry about everything right about now.) It makes me feel so ugly, and I hear you really can't get rid of them.......how depressing is that! It's something that I have to live with I guess.